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Where the Glass Heart Fits

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Major Sara Samzelius belongs to the Psychic Security Police Department. From an early age, she has been able to sense what the future holds, either through her consuming visions or through her faithful tarot cards. But this time, something unforeseen has happened. Ana Nord - an old ex, twenty years removed - has been arrested for murder and claims she’s innocent. What’s more: Ana wants Sara to care for one of her adoptive daughters - Cheremey Nord - to make sure the loyal young woman doesn’t interfere with the police investigation. Reluctantly, Sara agrees, but in this tale, the treacherous floor has several trap doors. Is Ana really innocent, and in that case: who has set her up and why? What happens when you develop feelings for someone you absolutely shouldn’t love? And most important of all: when you can’t see the future, can you really trust anyone with your fragile, human heart?

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Where the glass heart fits is set in the not too distant future, in the city of Gothenburg. It is a complete novel on its own, but can also be read as part of a series - see Kissing the Cold-blooded and Wish upon no Star below.

At last! Delayed, but presently available on Amazon!

TRIGGERS

In the book, Cheremey Nord is described as mildly neurodivergent. If anyone reading the book can identify with Cheremey,  I'm glad, but she doesn't represent anyone but herself. Autism is a spectrum, and as with neurotypical people, everyone has their own unique experiences.

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At times, I use language that can be considered offensive.

The Carnival Mirrors

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The past has caught up with Aleksandra Kaminskaya. A long time ago, she ran, and now she finds herself locked up in the basement of the Gothenburg chapter. Accused of treason, she risks the ultimate punishment: to be buried alive. Given time to reflect upon her life, the only thing getting Aleksandra through the nights is the company of her prison guard, Hemingway Forsberg, a woman whose path she has crossed before...

 

Stretching over a century, and set both in Russia and in Sweden,  The Carnival Mirrors portrays the psychological, political, and religious complications of belonging to a controversial minority.

Part love story, part biography, and all analogy, this horror tale  digs deeply into the hard questions every lesbian must face.


How does The Carnival Mirrors compare to your experiences?
 

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TRIGGERS

This story is light horror! Don't pick it up unless you can handle the genre.

At times, I use language that can be considered offensive.

WEIRD FACT

I began writing this story in the year 2000, to get mounting frustrations off my chest. Not a word in it is true, and yet it deals with my own experiences of belonging to the LGBTQ+ community,

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Lady Morpheus and the Iron Maiden
(Sapphic Power Adventures, part 2.

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Penepolis City, 1961.

 

From birth, the villain known as Lady Morpheus has wasted all the gifts bestowed upon her. What’s worse, her poor life choices haven’t just affected her, she also has inflicted irreversible harm to others, and lost a father who died believing she was meant for greater things. Through the love of her life - a woman she’ll never again call hers - Lady Morpheus is offered a second chance, an act of kindness not everyone agrees she deserves.

 

Grace von Wenden comes with a reputation of being an easygoing man-eater. An avid smoker with a taste for sharp wit, there’s nothing ”super” about Grace, but through a twist of fate and a female villain, a unique device ends up in her lap, transforming her future in the blink of an eye. And behind Grace’s glamorous sequin dresses, nothing is really as dandy as she lets on.

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Can the past ever be redeemed? Can broken hearts, barely beating, be mended?

 

Lady Morpheus and the Iron Maiden is a completely  free-standing continuation  of Flame, see below.

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Wish upon no star

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Young android Bliss is about to die, in a total reboot and recycle. Her owner Tess van der Holt wants her destroyed. Bliss doesn’t understand why, but it might have something to do with her eccentric former master, the Doctor, who has gone missing. Forced to live under the shadow of her imminent demise, every morning is a gift for Bliss, and the youngling has a hunger for new experiences.

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Astrid Almquist is Bliss’ stressed out attorney. The daughter of Asian, working-class immigrants, Astrid has dedicated her life to climbing the social ladder. Truthfully, Astrid finds androids rather creepy. To her, any attempt to ascribe human feelings to a robot is a clear case of antropomorphism. But she also has to admit, on some level, her new client Bliss is different. For starters, she has cultivated tissue covering her sophisticated wires, and an actual human DNA. Does that mean that the android, who has a knack for detecting gold in the mundane, also can be counted as a human being?

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A free standing, lesbian, sci/fi romance, about Artificial Intelligence and the art of living, set in the same world as Kissing the cold-blooded.

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TRIGGERS

Offensive language, existential angst, moderate violence. One of the characters has a drug addiction and there is a suicide attempt.

WEIRD FACT

My sci-fi books are loosely based on fairytales. "Snow white" inspired Kissing the cold-blooded, presented down below, and the evergreen classics "Pinocchio" and "Frankenstein" fueled Wish upon no star.

Every character also has a musical theme when I write. Sometimes the music has lyrics, sometimes it's instrumental. To me, Bliss' essence was captured in "Time stood still" by Excision, and Astrid's beauty comes through in "Awaken" by Damien Escobar. 

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FLAME
Sapphic Power Adventures, part 1.​

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SYNOPSIS

Penepolis City, 1959.

Flame, an aging superhero, active for more than two decades, has begun contemplating hanging up the cape. Especially since one of her toughest cases has come back to haunt her: a villain on death row, specialized in releasing hidden urges. 

Isabella Bellucci has been a Flame fan since she was a little girl. Reaching the end of her twenties, she’s about to get married, but a first encounter with her childhood heroine changes everything. 

But is it possible to love someone who’s always covered by a mask? And what is the point of the lesson brutally taught across the city; of what happens when the id becomes stronger than the superego?

SETTING

Flame is set in the 1950's, in  a fictional American city, loosely based on New York. It is the first part of a three book series. The books can both be read independently from each other, or as a trilogy.

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TRIGGERS

The death penalty. Mental health. The darker side of our personalities. Mentions suicide and suicide attempts.

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KISSING THE COLD-BLOODED

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Available now on Amazon Kindle.

SYNOPSIS

Non-violent activist Siree Saitton has been arrested while spraying abuse on police cars. During interrogation she meets the infamous Centuria, a high-ranking security police officer, closely connected to the ruling fascist Nationalist party. Moving in vastly different political, socio-economical and geographical circuits, Siree never believed she could have anything in common with a woman of Centuria’s caliber, and yet she’s strangely drawn to the policewoman, who has a killer poker face and some hidden cards up her sleeves.

SETTING

Kissing the cold-blooded is an enemies to lovers story. The book is also the first in a suite of five, mixing playful storybook archetypes with contemporary subjects, set in the not too distant future, in the city of Gothenburg, Sweden.

EXTRACT

Here's an extract from the book: "Forty-five minutes later, I was watching the limousines pull up next to the sidewalk, where a red carpet was rolled out in an exclusive isle up towards the five-star hotel. Eager photographers peppered those passing, pictures that would be online within minutes. I arrived in a slightly different manner. Reaching the park in front of the hotel, I’d walked for twenty good minutes from the Supro stop, fearing chafes, but so far, I’d managed to avoid them by adding a piece of plaster on the most critical part of my heel. To top it all off, it had started drizzling the last minutes, and I hid under the branches of a huge tree, with a miraculously found newspaper held as a makeshift umbrella over my head. ‘Where’s a pumpkin coach when you need one?’ I muttered and while I balanced both phone, handbag, and newspaper, I texted: I’m here. Outside. There was a reply a minute later, which seemed like forever, because the rain was picking up, and some kind of seeds from the tree was splashing up on my feet. Come round the back, it said. I’ll find someone who can let you in. I started to walk, dodging the rain best I could. Most of the block was sealed off, so it wasn’t exactly as simple as crossing the street. Again, my cellphone buzzed. What are you wearing? Couldn’t help pulling half a smile on that one. And then, quickly, another arrived: I need to describe you. I stopped, typing an adequate summary of my clothing, while water dripped on my screen, pooling on the glass, making it uncooperative. Worst part was, I didn’t even get to the back door before some ninja-looking dudes had me all surrounded, guns raised, as if I could carry a concealed weapon in this dress. But wait, I thought. I do. In my overweight handbag, damn it. ’Halt right where you are, miss,’ one of the ninja men said, weapon pointing at me, walking closer, step by step, left foot constantly ahead of the other. ’Uhm, Centuria asked me to come round the back,’ I said. ’Is that so?’ the guy said, sounding as if he believed me as much as any of the politicians inside. ’Is it possible for me to send a text?’ I asked, holding up my phone. ’No?’ He’d gotten as far as to frisking me against a rendered wall when a door suddenly opened further down and Centuria stepped out. Her deep alto pierced the air. ’That won’t be necessary, Sergeant.’ ’Oh,’ he said, head whipping back and forth between us. ’Miss Carlson here is a guest.’ ’Sorry about that, miss Carlson,’ the ninja guy said, returning my phone and my handbag, while his colleagues holstered their guns. I said nothing, rainwater dripping off my nose. The clutched newspaper was still in my hand, wavy by soaked up water, so I dropped it in waste bin along the way. The color of my dress had different shades of blue, partially wet as it was, in streaks. I wondered if the fabric would be okay, even if it dried. Sometimes the shiny ones were high maintenance. ‘The weather changed,’ I said, feeling like an idiot, when I stepped inside the back entrance, were there was a stairway, a sink, and a pair of double doors, leading into a busy kitchen. My heart was pounding, and I felt close to unreal, sharing that space with Centuria, standing there, alive and in the flesh. Last time we’d been in the same space, we’d been kissing, and suddenly my body remembered, vividly. Attracted to the visuals of those lovely lips, a new universe imploded inside of my abdomen, recalling that soft tongue. ’Uh huh,’ Centuria replied, tearing out some paper towels from a machine above the sink, helpfully extending them to help me dry up. ’I was trying to save you from the photographers.’ I dried my arms, then folded double, rubbing along my legs, from toe and up. Centuria stood there, calmly, staring at me, and I shuddered, from reasons I couldn’t really explain, only that she was way scarier in that helmet, than she’d been when we’d said goodbye early this morning. Then she’d been so present, so close. It’d felt as if I could’ve reached out in my bed, and touch her cheek, as if she was lying next to me. Now she was in the same room, but so distant and cold, wearing a full police uniform, and cloaked in that mirror visor. ’Here,’ she said, when I was done, extending a harlequin mask. ’It’s a masquerade. And it will help you…cover up most of that…smudge. Not waterproof mascara, was it?’ I snatched the mask from her and put it on. ’No,’ I said, with emphasis."

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TRIGGERS

Narcissistic abuse. Moderate violence, firing of guns and hand-to-hand combat. A terrorist attack. Offensive language.

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The links above send you to Amazon.com, where you can buy both paperbacks and ebooks. You can also read the books on KDP select and purchase them on Amazon.co.uk (just search for the title, or my name).

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